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I've recently graduated highschool at Canon Mcmillan HS and i'm furthering my career into film at Penn State Greater Allegheny in the fall. Most of my influence are the books I read about drugs and life as a whole. I have some internal instinct to figure this out and explain what we experience daily. The waking world, the dream world, and the worlds that are hidden and unseen by our senses intrigue me more than anything you could imagine. Its always been hard for me to understand humans and the way they act with eachother and why we do things. Its not that i've never fit in, i always have, just a feeling that has left me out of place, like i belong somewhere else. Humans seem to be robots to me. Were a pattern of learned events but although we have past experiences, sometimes we have the option to do the opposite which doesn't always follow the pattern, but builds another pattern in it's own way. We learn things all around us, but yet we have the creativity to take those learned parts and create something brand new which also blows my mind. I'm in a constant battle with my mind, deciding if we are as special as we think, or if were as meaningless as the animals that follow patterns without much conscious thought, we just happen to be on a higher level but of the same importance. I wish I lived with Shamans in the jungle drinking DMT daily, going to other realms and talking to spirits. Even if it isn't real, I want to find out for myself, i want to figure this out. I'm very fond of music. If you happen to be, listen to Circa Survive, Anthony Green is a god of lyrical and musical structure. All in all, nice to meet you, my name is Christopher Reed.
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