MY DEDICATION TO GOD
I have been in the same square mile for 99% of the past four years; and within that time 75% has been within the same hollow block walls. I have had no income, no available employment and with that just a difficult life. What I do with my time the better of twenty four hours of each day is only look to God as my companion, friend, teacher and only hope for the truths of reality that few understand and no one believes. Instead all who read all that I write only hate me, judge me, condemn me and ignore me. Yet that is exactly as Jesus Christ said it would be by His words in John chapter fifteen verses eighteen thru twenty one while also being as a comparison to Ezekiel in chapter two of his book. I could sit and write a very long list of scriptures of how I look only to God, how I put no trust in man, how I seek the fear of God as silver and hid treasures, how I strive with all of my heart and mind through actions in living by every word of God, how I try my hardest to love all and to never judge even with their cruelty towards me, how much I care about others of all cultures in all places worldwide with true sorrows of heart for the sufferings of all with tied hands and unable to help, how because I have no other life other than God that my whole life is nothing but God; how I see reality as few others do; how so badly I want to help as many as possible with spiritual truths that all need to know before its to late because those truths will involve their protection and the protection of their children and loved ones during the beginning of sorrows and great tribulation. How it was God that came to me eighteen years ago and how God has placed me where I am in the Philippines, and how God has been training and teaching me for the past four years to become dependant on only Him because the time is coming when the only way for survival will be from only Him and absolutely no one else; and how God has made me to clearly see and understand Job through his great losses of seven sons and three daughters along with all of his wealth, possessions and servants, painful boils from head to toe, a wife that told him to curse God and die, three friends that turned on him with cruel words and judgments; and through all of this, Job never once charged God foolishly. How God has made me to see and understand Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego as perfect examples of the faith God will require for any who expect life and survival from the approaching nightmares with the fiery furnaces hotter that they have ever been. And how by looking at the faith of Elijah when he was hungry, and the woman with only a handful of meal left in her barrel and little oil in her curse that wanted only to make what was left for her and her son so they could just eat and then die; but she did as Elijah asked by preparing her last cake for him to eat; and because she did that her barrel of meal and oil never wasted until the drought had passed. I also look to Paul and how he received 40 stripes five times save one and was beaten with rods, stoned, shipwrecked in the deep, perils of robbers, heathen, perils in the wilderness, perils in the city, perils in the sea, perils among false brethren, in pain, hunger, thirst, cold nakedness and fastings often. I see the faith of Daniel and the lions den and all of the many difficulties of men of God that had no easy life and only strive to have the same faith with the mind of Christ to exist for only the will of the Father and not my own will. I see the mind of Christ to do only the things that please the Father. I also see myself as Paul saw his own self with his own words saying;
“For that which I do I allow not; for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.”
In Romans chapter seven verses fifteen through twenty five; Paul is speaking of the battle between the flesh and the Spirit of God. In other words; any man that says he has no sin is a liar. The closer we walk to God, the more Satan tries to attack us which is why the more we strive for only God’s ways in our lives the more of His armor we must always wear while making sure it securely fastened because the devil is as a roaring lion seeking whom he may devour.
The greatest judgments come against me because I see the churches of today just as God sees them as dens of thieves who have robbed Christ from being the head of the body of Christ who are the church which means group or assembly of called out ones and not a building of man. But man with his doctrines and traditions God says to have no part of; and all through the Holy Bible He is against churches of today, the flocks and the shepherds that feed themselves but not the sheep. It’s a very long subject but so very simple to prove; yet all refuse the truths of God that are very easy to understand when one looks only to God and never to man. In all of my many writings much can be learned for true education; but most all prefer to just judge rather than learn from God. To understand how upon this rock I will build my church requires the understanding of what a firstfruit is, what an over comer is, who will reign with Christ, God’s little flock and why strait is the gate and narrow is the way that leads to life, and few there be that find it; and also understanding of how there is but only one God, one truth and one religion and not the uncountable beliefs and gods in the world today, and how God is not a god of confusion and that’s all that the thousands of different religions of today are is nothing but confusion while never being in one accord. We are in the times of the end and the seventh church era called Laodicean, but none believe God. He also says to come out of her in Revelation 18:4, but again church people don’t believe God.
So with all that I have just said, I fight the fight and I run the race regardless of how much I may be hated with judgments and condemnation by all who refuse the truths of God. And each day we grow closer to the times of trouble with no escape other than God’s favor for all who walk with Him through total obedience to His every word that we are commanded to live by.
In Christ’s near final words when He was being crucified, He said;
“Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.”