A SELF-PUBLISHED AUTHOR!!
I currently have 3 books that are available for purchase "SITUATIONS" , " NO ONE KNOWS..It!," Strange Sheets", Losing My Mind... and Monica's Revenge!
My writing is very erotic, raw, real and revealed.. I am a real woman and my hopes are that it my writing reflects it. I focus on Lesbian Erotica, I am a lesbian and makes no apologies for it!
"I say the things some are afraid to say, I write the words that many are thinking!"
I am real and that's the only way I know how to be!" I won't change my words, They are out there and now so am I! Of course my words could have been changed to a softer tone but why?
Doing that changes a part of me and who I am ...
Although I don't speak the words in public or on a daily basis I do feel them and think them at times be it in the mall or in the privacy of my bedroom. Simply stated she's awesome! Living life as if it's her last days she relishes in the sexual fantasies through her Erotic writing.
"NO ONE KNOWS..IT"
While I was looking forward to Milan’s return I could not forget the fact that so much had changed since she was away at school. I did infact have a new love interest and not really knowing my daughter I had no idea how she was going to react to me being in love with another woman! It was not something that I had planned and some would say that it was because of the way that Brian had beat and abused me that I made this drastic change in my life. I had no clue but I will say that time and love played an important part in my choosing her. Loving her came easy and it was beautiful and I adored her just as much as she adored me!
It took many months before my mother finally accepted my decision to love a woman and when she finally saw us together she cried at the fact that it had been such a long time since she had seen that glow that I now showed every day that she and I were loving each other. I asked her on several occasions to move in with me but she refused saying that if we love each other today we will love each other two years from now. At that time Milan will be grown and out on her own and I loved the fact that she thought about Milan in our decision making just as much as I thought about my child.
I wanted Milan to love her and accept her the way that I had grown to love and accept her. I knew that it wasn’t going to be easy but I had faith in Milan and my relationship and though I knew that she did not tell me about every thing in her life I knew about most of the things. Milan had become more and more private as the years progressed, she would sound depressed on occasions when we did speak but she assured me that she was fine and only stressed with her schooling. I believed her I had to she’s my daughter.
We never spoke about what happened to her father many years ago and she was still seeing a therapist who assured me that she was coping with ordeal. My lover was younger than I was, much younger but that did not seem to matter to either one of us. She made me feel complete and after many years of being alone I welcomed it! Her touch made me melt, her kisses made me hungry for more, finally I was a live again and it felt wonderful! We talked about everything and anything; there were no secrets in our relationship. That was formed when we started spending more and more time together.
At first I will admit that I was as nervous as a virgin on her first time having sex, but after a few minutes and many glasses of wine I was comfortable and everything came to me naturally. I tried to play it cool and act as if it was no big deal but when I was alone I was singing and jumping up and down on my bed excited to be where I was in life and loving who I was loving. In a few more days my daughter was going to be back at home with me soon and I knew that she would be looking for some answers once she saw that my female lover had a place here in our home and even though it wasn’t permanent yet her presence would be very obvious.
I rehearsed in my mind over and over again how I was going to bring up the subject and exactly what I was going to say and how I was going to say it. I grew nervous at the thought of her looking at me with those big beautiful brown eyes and rejecting me and my lover. I was going to explain to her that it just happened and there was no way that I could fight it. I must admit at first I was nervous as hell and I really didn’t know what to do with her or how to do it but she was patient and loving through it all.
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