It’s time for me to put my toys away
It’s time for me to work harder and stop playing games.
No longer will I allow little boys pretending that they possess grown man credentials to invade my thought process.
Unfocusing my goals to your closed eye, dice game playing, in the back of the class not learning much of anything.
I have to put my best foot forward and stop hiding from the not so grown up woman I used to be because they don’t know how to take me trying to write their version of what they think they see and slander me.
But I know that if they are talking about me I must be hitting a nerve with what I'm saying and displaying or they wouldn’t have anything to say.
I'm sorry I got sidetracked again I'm talking about me putting my toys away so I can have something more profound to say.
It’s a new day for me to teach the young ladies coming after me to not accept recycled nonsense cause your Princess’ in training. And I'm speaking to you so you can take the road less traveled and preserve your heart from being broken and being brain washed into believing you’re his token.
I know I'm not a token, I'm a rare JEWEL so today I'm locking up my toy chest and tossing the key over my shoulder and I’ll be strong enough this time not to go back.