Today I ask God why? Why are you taking my mom? He spoke to me and he said, I only lent her to you for a while. I said Dear God I still need her now. God said to me I know my child. I have put you there to teach you things you need to know like tying your shoes and watching you grow to ride bikes and play in the snow. I said God she did a good job but I still need her here you know. God said she was there when you fell and hurt your knee and kissed away the hurt played cars and pick_up trucks Saw you cry in your teen years when boy broke your heart. I know God but I still need her now God said my child I do to to fill my chior I lent her to you when you walked down the isle and had your children that made her smile Dear God there is so much more she can teach me I still need her here He said I left her here for as long as I could but don't be sad her memeries will not be gone Like making cookies, cakes and jam and laughing at the funny little jokes. Your mom has taught you so very much now its my turn even though it hurts. I have a place beside me in heaven just for her to sit I said Dear God you do know best but the pain in my heart will be there forever. God said my child your heart is in the right place, but some times child Heaven can't wait
My mother found out she had cancer in December of 05. it is small cell cancer an is incureable this is for her I Love you MOM