The first rememberance of the little girl is of a crib that was in her parents room.It was at the foot of her parents bed. They must of been only a few inches apart. This is where she stood and watched and heard the act of love between a man an a woman for the first time.
She awoke and heard her mother saying Oh! Oh! Oh!. The little girl thought her mother was in pain and hurting. So she stood up in her crib to see what was hurting her mother. The little girl saw the father over the mother and she thought he was hurting her mother.
She started to cry because she didn't want the father to hurt her mother.When her parents were done with their love making she was laid back down in her crib by the father. He told her to go back to sleep.
She heard the noises again but this time she didn't watch. The girl shut her eyes tight and covered her ears so she couldn't see or hear anything. The next thing the girl remembers is the room being quiet but someone stood by her crib and was touching her in a way she'd never been touched before. She didn't like the touch. She even tried to move away from the fingers that was doing the touching.
It was dark in the room and she couldn't understand why the mother wasn't stopping the father from playing the game that he was playing with the little girl. When the father was done he said to the little girl," You liked the game we just played don't you." The girl waited a few moments and then said ,"Yes".
The girl didn't know why she said yes because she hadn't understood the game and didn't ask for the father to play with her that way. She hadn't even asked him to play with her at all. She had been asleep. It did feel different and it made her curious as to why the father would want to touch her in this way. But she was a very good and obedient child and she knew the father had wanted her to say yes so she just did as her father had asked and answered yes.
This was just the start of what the little girl learned was love for the father. She knows this to be true because the father told her so. She didn't know that the games that they would continue to play later on would be so hard for her to play and so hard for her to forget.
She was a very small child when the father decided he would continue to teach the little girl how to love the father. The Child Sits and Waits..... and thinks.... Maybe he thought it was his job as a parent to teach his daughter about the act of love making. Maybe he was a very sick man to think such a thing. Or maybe he just wanted to feel good himself.
These are the things the child thought about later in her life.To find out more about the little girl and her father you must read the next story. A Girl Sits and Waits... Chapter One.
copyright 2003
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