Anger is one of the most baffling and cunning emotions that people try to get a handle on in our world today. It is the most enigmatic of all the emotions, the most daunting, and the most awe-inspiring. Some people recoil from anger, and wish it would just disappear off the face of the earth. They fear their own anger, or fear being the recipient of someone else's anger. Conversely, other people gravitate towards anger, and delight in it, whether it is their own anger or someone else's. They feel momentarily invigorated and empowered by it, and enjoy seeing the fear that it instills in others. I used to be... no, I still am one of these typs of people. I wish I wasnt, because I am just so sick and tired of being so goddamn angery all the time, this is no way to live. people somtimes ask me why I am the way I am, and in truth and untill today I had no answer for them. My father is the most angery person that you'll ever meet. All he does is bitch and moan, and when you try to help him he just pushs you away, eventually he will have no one left to push and when he's old and grey he will find himself alone. I dont want to end up like this but everyday I find myself becoming more and more like him, I just keep getting angrier and angrier and I dont know how to stop it. I dont want to end up alone, I dont want to freak out over nothing, but most of all, I dont want people to be afraid of me anymore. its true that if you get in my face i'll probably break yours, and if you step up to my friends i will personally sit you back down, thats not what I want to change, but telling my friends off when they disagree with me, and getting pissed off over nothing, that I do, I just... dont know how.