Throughout my life there would be an angel on my shoulder and mommy she was no doubt about it.                                                                                                          

Since  I had two mothers just meant to me, guess there was an  angel on each shoulder and most times in my life I needed the extra help .

Although, in later years there would become just the one, as my grandmother came down with  Alzheimer's and would spend the rest of her days in a home sad to say and yes heartbreaking this was.                                                                                                                                        

At least,  I did have two guardian angels at my side through most of my awful moments, as there were many.                                                                                              

At that point, realized what would one do if not for a mother and believe me they were right there handing me the box of tissues and always knew just what to say to reassure me as the smiles suddenly broke through the heartbreaking tears.                                                        

Of course they were there for the happiest of times also, as they never left my side until the baby cried and had been placed in my arms and there were tears of joy.                                                                                                                                 

Furthermore, the hardest of times too, as my special angel lifted me up from the kitchen floor into her arms tightly and the other hurried off to call for an ambulance, as I had been badly beaten by my husband.                                                                                 

Then at certain times one would go on stakeouts with me, as the other remained home tending to the children.                                                                            

Since I was trying to catch the cheater in the act .When he was caught doing his dirty deeds and I just fell apart, luckily mom was there as it is amazing how she could ease such a hurt with words of wisdom and many hugs as I wouldn’t let go nor ever would .                                                       

Now I am a mother and grandmother of one and soon to be two in a few months and no matter how old I am, one thing is for sure, if I am down or there is a problem no one can lend a helping hand like your mother.                                                           

What powerful strength mothers truly have, as they sure do pick us back up if we have fallen. Therefore, reach up to their secure hand and take hold tightly, as they lift us if we cannot fly. Since mothers are always there to guide us and ease the pain in a magical way. 

What happens when you are feeling at your lowest point and as if your whole world has crumbled.                                                                                                       

Furthermore, you ignore what they are trying to tell you to make you feel better and becoming more upset telling them, “No my heart keeps aching, my life is horrible !                                                                                                                             

The day that I wanted to end my miserable life, this was not a smart solution . She ran five blocks terrified in such a panic trembling all the way without ever stopping until she reached into the front door to my home and took hold of my hand firmly in pouring tears.

However, as I was taken out on a stretcher and everything was in a daze to me at this point.                                                                                                                                  

One thing was crystal clear, as I heard the heart wrenching cries and screams from my mother, “Please god do not take my precious child from me!                                                                                                                                      

I also remember vividly, my mother’s hand stayed glued to the little window above where I laid in the back of the ambulance. I also learned from that crucial moment, I would never in my life break my mother’s heart like that again.                               

For no matter what I might endure or face through this life. Nothing is worse than hurting the one person who always picked up the broken pieces to your heart actually.