I was in my bedroom writing. I donít remember what it was or if it was to someone, but I do remember a man I had recently met came to mind. He seemed to come into my mind often, which I did not want.
As I sat at the beautiful old desk that was in my room and writing, all of a sudden I felt something happen to me that was truly miraculous. It was so powerful that I had to hold on to the desk with both hands. Joyous tears spilled down my face.
This feeling was like someone from above was pouring liquid love in through the top of my head, and filled me up to overflowing, through every part of my body, and spilled out through every pore. It was the most beautiful loving feeling I have ever experienced.
Several times after that when I thought of that person, I experienced the strength and beauty of that loving feeling again. I also realized that it made me feel more loving toward others, including my mother. Many times I felt very conflicted about why that would happen when thinking of someone I did not want to think about. I finally accepted that it wasnít a feeling for that person, but something about him that may have been the catalyst to allow the Holy Spirit to fill me up with that feeling of the power of Godís love.
I think of this today as I have recently been feeling an amazing sense of joyful expectation within my spirit. It is a sense of joyful expectation within my being of something special God has in store for me as He guides my path to what He wants for me, for the rest of my life.
I believe I have been pruned, and gifted with His blessings that I may share my life, my gifts, and love with others.
I believe there will be a new place, new people, new experiences that will inspire and encourage me on a new journey.
I believe the new journey God has planned for me is about to begin.
I believe that my walk with Jesus is about to take me where I cannot even imagine for myself.
I now also believe in me, myself.
I now also believe in my spirit, my dreams.
I believe in God. I believe that I can do all with God, because I believe.
Copyright October 28, 2007