I saw you on a Sunday, it has been two very long years
I felt confused
I was so happy and yet so sad at the same time
That night you held me close, your arms pulling me close
It felt so very nice
Sometimes, I can still feel your warmth around me
Yet now…I sit alone
I am so confused
I have not seen or heard from you…nothing
My heart is breaking
It took you only four empty days to shatter my hopes and dreams
Yet…I am still so confused
You gave me one night…one beautiful night
You showed me kindness I had never felt before
Then you let me slip right threw your fingers…why?
What are you afraid of…me?
You said you would be there for me…liar…I am alone
I am back to where I was, back to nothingness
Yet I am still confused…you used my disability against me
I wish you could feel it, just the once
The hurt…the solitude…the pain
I feel so humiliated
How could you lie to me…How?
I heard the rumors; there is another you hold close to you now
Are you not ashamed…You should be?
Why can you not face me, I am at least trying to find the words to say
I now seek Salvation
I must leave this place before it destroys me…Confused.