From here, where?
Do I ask? Or inquire?
From here, where?
Is it my place to be bold?
It’s been three years now
Calm, fulfilling, years of exploration
Without negative surprises
Is he waiting on me somehow?
Or is he satisfied with the status quo?
I want more, yet?? Do I dare be so bold?
Or do I wait? The years are passing
Years of half a life, partial living,
He gives no clue, to his intentions
I have let suggestions drop
He ignored them, or seemed to
Maybe he isn’t interested in that way,
Maybe this is all he is willing to give?
What do I do? Do I wait and hope
that eventually we want the same?
Do I forgo the comfort now for a possible,
colder tomorrow?
From here, where?