To build a life together
Reaching for some imagined utopia
‘Good enough for now!
Keeps me occupied
Don't really want to think about it seriously
A carrot in front of my nose
I don't know what to be
No one told me
So, I'll run & run
& when I feel more sure
Maybe then I'll know how to be
Why is it so hard to face this pain
Why do I sell myself for a useless promise
Why do I need to believe in this promise so much
Who am I?
What am I doing?
Running!
Running!
Running!
Away from what?
To become what?
I know nothing only that I'm lonely & scared
& I want to escape somewhere’.