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Fluorescent beams blinded me as did unexpected loss that sixteenth summer spent watching “Soul Train” with Grandma who, cancer devouring her, liked to watch young people dance and dream of a second chance.
The waiting room, cold chamber, hell’s cacophony – no place for those clinging to heaven’s hope or praying for miracles. Inevitable, the end of the dance, close of the show. We took last commercial break.
Countdown to death always slow, even as it sneaks up and surprises those of us left waiting for news of its triumph, desperate to recapture what so soon has been taken – or, in love, to dim the lights.
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