Ever since friday night all we've done is fight.

You have no idea how I feel

Because of Joe I'm still trying to heal

Your the one whose never home

Giving me the perfect chance to overdose, since I'm alone

Just to put you through hell and watch you cry

Living with the guilt

Knowing we fought the night before

Your the one whose kicking me out the door

Your the one putting me through more pain

Waiting to die so everyone will know my name

I know my actions are dumb

But the smartest shit I've ever done was take the bullets out of this gun

Which was a huge mistake

One day you'll read this and think it's fake

Well to let you know now, it's not

Looking back on all the times we faught

Everything I do your bitchin'

And hopeing I'll then come up missin'

With the gun held to my head

I'll pull the trigger and be dead

I'll never be with you again

Because what I'm about to do is a sin

I'll finally let your life be the one you've always dreamed about

I'll let you be since you never did love me

But I do love you with all my heart

And I have since the very start