I don't know how to start to explain my heart but I'm alone by the phone. wishin I could hold your hand and make you understand, but before I talk boy will you walk if you love me not cause I love you alot, maybe less than before or maybe even more. what do you wanna do cause I don't got a clue. Tell me how you feel inside an dif you every tried to move on when i was gone if you did its ok cause i'm here today and everyday to come. i'll stop being dumb I'm so confused, head spinning remainscing on how we use to be. do you still think of me as your girl or just a friend who was there to lend a shoulder when needed when you felt defeated. I thinkl of you as a boy who brought joy to my life and might need a wife but I can't think of that shit I just wanna quit cause i can't express that i wanna undress you and do things I'm not suppose to. I wanna Hear the things you said when you saw the tears I shed. But you just a guy that the tears cry not like you care that my life and fair since you been gone I had the same sad song on repeat longing for your heat against mine, your finger down my spine but you made  my heart drop so I need to stop thinking  of you and the things you do