laugher. smiles. joy...jason.
that was my life. you came in unwanted. i never wanted to be hurt by you. all ive ever wanted was to be loved. you used me! how could you take advantage of a fourteen year-old girl? Who the hell do you think you are? When i was with you i felt on top of the world,
now im crumbled torward the center, crushed by your life and the lies that came from your mouth. I see the rain outside and i pray that it will ease my pain, but all it does is drench me and piss me off! every little thing reminds me of you: words. complicated. black. sticks and stones. faces. meeting you isnt the worst thing thats happened to me, but its slowly inching its way upthe charts every day. hour.minute. second. i dont know where to go from where im standing, but i will find a way to move on because i am not going to drench myself in memories of jason. 'o2