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To: Whom it may Concern,


Hello my name is Christina but you can call me Brookhlyn, Brookhlyn with a H. Born in hell swollen clit tainted broken walls, my life has been unbearable to weak minds, out lived by the strong, confused of my sexuality.
I’ve lost my self unsure of my worth, unwanted and unloved, not even understanding why I was born. Tell me some thing.
Can you walk a day in my shoes or will u take them off before you walk out the door?
Will you judge me from the out side, or will you understand my pain?
Will you be one of the ones who add to the trauma I have already endured over the years?
Now that you know who I am what’s your role in my life?
Just another nigga trying to feel the stuff!
Just another female trying to fake as a friend!
Growing up in Detroit I been fucked all my life, it’s said I am a stripper with no voice meaning who would listen?
I was told being fucked is why I am who I am, it’s said that I am a nobody, it’s said that I never will be some body I am used I am ruined!
Though I never been the type to give a damn” about what you have or had to say so unfortunately for you I wont start today.
So instead of telling me this time!

I’ll be telling you!

Sincerely, Brookhlyn with h
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YOU DON’T KNOW ME!


You’ve probably heard about me, you might be a fan. You might think I ain’t shit but before you read further into it, I have a cold heart. So of course, I don’t give a damn about you or the next chick. I was molested at the age of three.
Can you imagine a grown man fucking the shit out of a three year old? Yes fucking! Waking up to your baby-sitters brother shit inside of you? He done it so much I got use to the pain.
Three years old and a grown man nutting inside of me, two years later when I finally told his sister, she begged me not to tell anyone else. “If you do then I’ll get in trouble.” She cried.
Now I’ve seen plenty of Life Time Movies and not once have I seen some shit like this. What type of shit is this to say to a five year old? Five years old and my skin is broke, my pussy is already used, unworthy of any man who would one day want a real woman, so I guess on my wedding night I’ll be Wearing black, which stands for my hell here on earth. Now that you know how I got here let me tell you my story……………………………







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Hot Lips

Thinking back I was spoiled as hell, I didn’t want to be around anyone but my mom. So leaving me @ the baby sitters house while I cried my heart out was normal to her. I cried if she left me anywhere.
I don’t know if I cried louder being my baby sitters nineteen year old brother was tare n down my walls, which tilted my uterus and not to mention my tight virgin coochie that has been stretched to size.
A jar of Vaseline to lubricate my lips, so that it was easier to slide his grown man inside! Tears fell down the side of my face and wet the sides of my hair, while I was trying to catch my breath @ the same time from the pain that felt like death.
My cries turned into moans. Never did I imagine getting use to something so horrible, but as time went on I did, though I never got use to the oral part after realizing it would do nothing but make me throw up! He taught me how to do other things to please him. Things grown ups do!
I never did understand how my mom didn’t know she placed me in hell!
How could she not know her baby hole has spread 8 inches?
Being wit him was apart of my every day life all of a sudden. Fucking him became natural to me. It was as normal as watching cartoons in the morning before you go to school. You were probably playing house with Dolls while, I was playing with a grown man.
I can’t even remember if I was potty trained or if I could get on the toilet with out my mama’s help. I can’t even remember


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knowing how to dress myself, but I knew how to lay there and please him in some sort a sick ass way.
As time went on I got older, still no filled out body part that would please a man, but it never kept me from keeping him up. It seems as if I was his girl, he spent more time with me then woman his own age.
@ twenty one I would assume he’d be some where with some one his age , perky tits a phatt ass and a flat stomach keeping it all in place and of course sealing the deal with pretty lips, but instead I was just the opposite how can u compete with that?


Never 2 Young


As I got older around the age eight, I woke up one morning screaming “Mom” only to lie back down due to the pain from
The open red blisters on the lips of my vagina leaking puss.
Swollen cluttered bumps, not yet a woman and my vagina is
on fire!
My mom told me to open my legs and after seeing the craters of bumps on my lips she decided to rush me to the clinic. I slide my ass off the bed so she could lift up my legs and slide my skirt on so it would be easier for her to help me up with out my lips rubbing together.
On the way to the clinic I laid back in the car side ways so my ass could hang off the seat. With my legs open so my coochie could breath. After we arrive @ the clinic, standing in the waiting room until they called my name which felt like for ever!
Finally, they called me to the back. My mom had to help me slide up on the stir up’s trying not to buss the blisters on my
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lips so that the doctor could take a look @ my stuff after being examined he tells my mom it must be a rash because I was too
young to be having sex hell all it took was a doctor to tell my mom I was too young Let’s see I’m too young to be having sex but I’m gettin it on a regular. I was too young to know my stuff was burnt but it is, to young to be walking around wit a hot clit but here I am eight years old wit hell in my panties.